tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3399591182571768307.post-6083800916696346302007-01-07T16:10:00.000-06:002007-02-07T20:31:31.529-06:002007-02-07T20:31:31.529-06:00<p>I'm sitting here at an Airport pissed off. Why? Because of my parents request of making me do something that I did not want to do. Doing so has caused me stress to no end and also stress to my family and other people...why do they do this? Good question, because simply they do not care about what <span style="font-size:7;">I</span> want but what <span style="font-size:7;">they</span> want. I'm sick and tired of playing this game. This makes me not want to come home in a very, very, very long time. (I can't stay away too long as I would miss my nieces too much.)</p><p>I'm trying to keep this in perspective as I blog... But you have your own life to live...nobody controls that. I have no idea why I agreed to this situation and I will NEVER again let this happen. I always did what I wanted to do in the past...why should this change? I wanted to create harmony and make my parents happy...but quite frankly to do that is either to lose a part of yourself and eventually have them live your life for you. Fuck that! I can NOT please them but I can definitely continue to do things that make me happy and successful.</p><p>What a learning lesson this has been for me this trip. Now I have to go home and start mending things for myself and to continue to get back on track.</p>Genghis1227http://www.blogger.com/profile/13568616630634946188noreply@blogger.com